Three.
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2.7.12
How could i adore you; how could i need you.
But all this seems so vague. There's just too much in my mind, coming
all at once and it's not getting any better. This doesn't comfort me.
Every little thoughts are fragmented, the wires are in complete mess, i
can't piece it together. Well i certainly didn't see this coming. My
head is ready to explode. Such vulnerability despise myself. It always
get the better of me. In Sickness, I allowed more thoughts to come in, more over-thinking, creating non-existing thoughts. I'm a
problem-seeker, i invite my own problems in, and this is too
overwhelming. I hate this. I'm tired of fighting this.
Three different people. Three different thoughts in one. It just ain't going anywhere.
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It's times like this where i need you so much. But it feels like i'll just be a burden to you.
I never liked troubling anyone. But there's just too much that's on my mind right now. Too much.
Need to shove these thoughts off.
Anyway, what's wrong with my lips. There's like something a lil blood at the middle of my lower lip and something like i don't know what this called by at the mid of my upper lip. Ugh maybe it's such as mosquito's bite when i was sleeping.