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I want to .... but i can't.

30.6.12

I want to sleep but i can't. I'm alone and i'm afraid there'll be a robber in my house

I want to eat but i can't. Because my mom forgot to put anything on the table to be eaten.

I want to spazz but i can't. Well, actually there's plenty of time, but this is the stupid me, i just prefer to waste it doing random shit.

I want to call you but i can't. I'm not ready enough to hear your voice.

I want to meet you but i can't. Maybe it's not about who can or can't, it's honestly about destiny. I don't really believe with destiny, do you?

I want to hear your voice but i can't. I really want. Seriosly.

I want to see your face but i can't. Could i stop with that you thingy? Okay

I want to take a shower but i can't. Well, honestly i'm too lazy to move my ass to take a shower because i know in the end i won't ever take a shower until my mom comeback from her business.

I want to have a body line like Dasom but i can't. Because when i'm bored, i feel hungry.

I want to drink some water but i can't. No, actually i'm going to drink some water after i'm done with this one. No problem.

I want to punch someone but i can't. Because i don't have anyone in my house lol wtf

I want to go on holiday but i can't. You know my mom is so housewifely and i bet she won't allowed me to go anywhere. Unless there is someone she knew well where she can put any trust when that person ask me out.

I want to have someone like Siwon but i can't. No, he even doesn't know i'm exist. Moreover, i'm not really want to have him in my life, but why not. Creepy, peaceful, cozy, warm and i'm not supposed to talk about it. It's so biased.

I want to kill hyukjae but i can't. Why? Because he is too lovely to be killed by me or whoever. I still need him in my life <3

I want to forget you but i can't. It's different person.

I want to unfollow you but i can't. Because that thing is too obvious.

The important thing is:

The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don't care at all. #viatumblr

See you.

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About Me

My name is Chandra Natalia, it is not my full name so you can just call me chandra or something like that. I'm legally 17th now, an high expectation-er who is a student for 12 grade, i do a lot of random things when i have nothing to do, i daydream a lot, sleep a lot, eat a lot, that's why i'm such a fatyeoja, i like changing my template, it's around 5 times or more i changed it every year. I hate facing my laptop's screen, because its brightness is really damn bright, my eyes hurt and too bad i couldn't avoid it because i love my laptop since it'll be there for me when noone's home. I completely happy to have my mother, a sister and a brother next to me. I hate them sometimes, but maybe that's why they're really mean a lot to me more than anyone else. Watch out my father is watching........beep..beep

I want to .... but i can't.

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