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18.7.12
I don't know what to write about, but I just had that sudden feeling to write.
So whatever comes to my mind, I'll just write it down.
It's a new semester. I'm currently in my final year, and my first semester in 12th grade.
New class, new atmosphere, new chairmate, new views, teachers and others.
First, gue cukup sedih terpisah sama temen-temen seperangkotan :( gue cuman sendirian di is3 dan yang lain pada ngumpul di is4 such as euis, nindy, icha, cicit, indi, wati, sama nani. But fortunately, gue masih ada danas. Satu-satunya temen di kelas yang paling deket sama gue. It's been 3 years ya kita sekelas bareng, ohiya ada chaca juga hahaha, jadi gue, danas chaca udah sekelas selama 3 tahun hohoho.
Awalnya, gue sama danas berniat buat pindah kelas ke kelas sebelah alias is4, karena di sana rame gitukan. Senin, kita ngejar-ngejar pak uci buat nanya boleh pindah kelas apa enggak, bareng-bareng gitu sama anak-anak yang lain yang mau pindah kelas juga. Sebenernya, buat soal sekelas sama siapa entar, gue selalu selipin masalah ini di dalam doa, gue mohon sama Tuhan, supaya diberikan yang terbaik, i didn't ask Him to be with her or him or even shout her/his name, gue cuman minta yang terbaik. Kaget jugasih setelah tau gue ada di kelas mana. Entah Tuhan itu emang baik atau gimana, honestly dari awal, gue gapunya niat sama sekali buat pindah kelas, cuman karna danas yang keep making sure myself to do that, ya gue juga bingung mau gimana-_- Selasa, gue udah bawa fotocopy rapot, katanya kalo mau pindah kelas, kita musti bawa fotocopy rapot gitukan, pagi-pagi gue udah ngeliat cewek-cewek yang pingin pindah kelas juga selain gue sama danas di depan ruang wakasek buat konfirmasi gitu ke pak amir supaya bisa tukeran kelas. I really had no idea for doing something like ikut-ikutan for exchanging my class. Gatau kenapa, gue gapingin-pingin banget buat pindah kelas, and i don't know what's wrong with me for keep telling myself that it is apparently the best that God has give to me, this is God's will and i don't have any problems with that. Mungkin karna emang gue udah minta ke Tuhan untuk yang terbaik, and because my mom always say to me that Tuhan itu selalu memberikan apa yang kita butuhkan dan bukan apa yang kita inginkan. Mulai bisa menerima rencana Tuhan. And tada~ the class seems so funny day by day eventhough we (classmates) sometimes are so awkward each other.
Dear chingu next seat,
I'm sorry if i did a lot of mistakes, i do not care what you've thought about me and my personality lately. We used to be a good mate, but maybe because we had different views of something and there're some reasons why i hate you and you hate me too, but i still love you as my friend along this last one year. Thanks for all the memories we've been gone through. Ps. chansung