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19.12.12
Hay hay people pakabar nie semuanyaaa hahaha
Oke tebak.......
Gw ganti template lagi untuk yang kesekian kalinya...
Ah bodo amat yang penting gw seneng lagian daritadi bingung mau ngapain, pas ngeliat blog gw kayaknya alay banget pake gambar-gambar yang di background gw waktu dulu, jadinya gw ganti template deh n___n
Kan biar pada ga bosen juga. Udahlah
Oh iya tanggal 15 kemarin it's my birthday loh gais!!
Meskipun telat tapi mau cerita-cerita aja di sini soal the best gifts from some people xixixi
Puji Tuhan aku masih diberi kesempatan untuk berumur yang ke 17, bersyukur karena masih diberi nafas kehidupan selama 17 tahun ini. Seneng banget Tuhan Yesus masih ngebangunin aku tengah malem dan ngeliatin mama sama anto lagi tidur nyenyak. Entah gimana rasanya, bahagiaaaa banget, ketakutan gw yang takut gaakan bisa mencampai umur yang lebih panjang, terjawabkan dengan jawaban yang indah dari Tuhan. Ya Tuhan, trimakasih banyak atas segala berkat yang begitu banyaknya yang Engkau limpahkan ke dalam kehidupanku, biarkanlah aku anak-Mu ini menjadi lebih layak lagi untuk memperoleh berkatMu, lindungilah aku, jauhkanlah aku dari marabahaya, kuatkanlah imanku, dan biarkanlah apapun yang aku lakukan menjadi yang terbaik untukku dan sesuai dengan apa yang Engkau inginkan....Amiiiiinnn
Buat mama, makasih banyak ma buat ucapan ulang tahunnya, nangis bombay banget pas diucapin sama mama, abisan kata-katanya lagi-lagi mendramatisir keadaan huff. Intinya, trimakasih mama udah tetep sabar ngurusin aku sampe segede ini, aku yang bandel, aku yang bawel, aku yang cemburuan, aku yang suka berantem sama anto, dan masih banyak lagi aku-aku yang mama kadang sebelin. Sekarang umur aku udah 17 tahun, semoga bisa menjadi anak yang (red-penciled) mama harapkan. Amiiiiiinnn
Kak Dini, Anto, udahlah kalian forever the best, pasti pada rada gengsi nih mau ngucapin happy birthday doang hahahha, tapi akhirnya pada ngucpain and and and love you so muchhhhh :*
Euis, Nindy, Kitiw, Nani, Cicit, Tasya, Icha!! THANK YOUUUUU!!!!
December 2nd.
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2.12.12
Hello ppl, how's life?
Okay, the point is i'm going to tell you that it's already the last month of 2012, the 2nd day of December here. and i couldn't believe that i just need to countdown the days to the christmas day.
Hmm..I always find myself up past midnight and can never figure out how time flew by so fast.Time flew by too fast when I didn't get to live out my teenage years like I wanted to.
2012 is so unpredictable years just like other years. It has had a lot of memories, both good and bad. It's really been an up and down year, that actually needless to say.
It does matter that i have wasted the past 16 years of my life for many unimportant things and it's so ugh i really need to change the suck of me.
It's such a silly i counted everyone ages older than me that makes me afraid of becoming an old woman just in a second. Think about how can i become so old by too fast, 16 year old is just so near to the 20 year old, and 20 year old is the nearest way to the 30 year old. It's so mindfuck, but really i'm so afraid of growing up, i really am. I feel like i wanna change some stuff about my life. A whole new chapter. I was hoping to be someone useful for other people, but who the hell cares...i keep motivated my brain, my heart, my self about this one, and wow there're no big results i got according to the fact that i need to change and yeah it hurts me a lot haha. But i don't know, maybe it's because i believe that i was born for a reason.
Tomorrow is the first day of school in this month, so tired.
But God told me to do everything in happy heart and for his glory. Always be grateful. Good night!
Oh! I found nice song from my mom, she sang this song many times this day. It's called 'Ingkon Jesus Do Donganhu'. Translate aja dah sendiri~