December 2nd.
Hell-oocomment (0)
2.12.12
Hello ppl, how's life?
Okay, the point is i'm going to tell you that it's already the last month of 2012, the 2nd day of December here. and i couldn't believe that i just need to countdown the days to the christmas day.
Hmm..I always find myself up past midnight and can never figure out how time flew by so fast.Time flew by too fast when I didn't get to live out my teenage years like I wanted to.
2012 is so unpredictable years just like other years. It has had a lot of memories, both good and bad. It's really been an up and down year, that actually needless to say.
It does matter that i have wasted the past 16 years of my life for many unimportant things and it's so ugh i really need to change the suck of me.
It's such a silly i counted everyone ages older than me that makes me afraid of becoming an old woman just in a second. Think about how can i become so old by too fast, 16 year old is just so near to the 20 year old, and 20 year old is the nearest way to the 30 year old. It's so mindfuck, but really i'm so afraid of growing up, i really am. I feel like i wanna change some stuff about my life. A whole new chapter. I was hoping to be someone useful for other people, but who the hell cares...i keep motivated my brain, my heart, my self about this one, and wow there're no big results i got according to the fact that i need to change and yeah it hurts me a lot haha. But i don't know, maybe it's because i believe that i was born for a reason.
Tomorrow is the first day of school in this month, so tired.
But God told me to do everything in happy heart and for his glory. Always be grateful. Good night!
Oh! I found nice song from my mom, she sang this song many times this day. It's called 'Ingkon Jesus Do Donganhu'. Translate aja dah sendiri~