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6.5.12

Hayyy everyone!! Apakabar?? (ngomong sendiri)

Pingin ceritain soal karakter gue yang sering banget disalah gunakan sama orang-orang.

Pendiem. Ingat ke'pendiem'an gue hanyalah sebuah kedok....ingat!! as what 9gag have ever said to y'all before..
 Jadi nggak selamanya orang pendiem itu nggak denger apa yang kalian omongin, hahaha terdenger licik ya...tapi seriusan, sometimes we can use our 'kependieman' itu with wrong ways guys jadi waspadalah!

Sabar. Yakali gue orangnya sabar-_- tapi kadang-kadang gue suka ngegunain that kind of character di saat-saat mendesak. Kayak misalnya kalo lagi kerja kelompok, dan orang-orang di dalem situ cuman bisa diem dst dst dan gue cuman bisa ngalah.
Gue suka sedih kalo misalnya ada orang yang sengaja emang gamau kerja gara-gara dipikiran mereka, mereka mikir 'palingan juga entar dia yang ngerjain' atau mungkin lo nggak tau mau ngapain atau mungkin emang lo nya aja kali yang males ha ha ha di mana hati nurani kalian guys sebagai manusia ciptaan tuhan dimana huhuhu dasar kalian manusia tansil ;__; Tapi ini nyambung gasih sama sabar??? :/
Yaudah sekalian curhat aja.
Intinyasih mereka emang gaada usaha samsek, dan emang manusia merakbal kayak kalian semoga kita tidak bertemu lagi huhu maaf teman tapi tetep saranghae chinguya~

Bego. Kalian juga pasti pernah kan yang namanya kedapetan sifat yang kayak beginian. Eits bukan bego vs pinter pandai dll, 'bego' yang gue maksud itu yang kayak gini, sejenis lo di stabbed by your friend from the back (apasih bahasa lo chan :c) yapokoknya kayak gitu deh ya, udah bisa ngebayangin kan.
That you have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories...Now i know exactly what you're all about....You're such a shit talker...Run your mouth more than everyone i've ever known....so maybe you should shut your mouth....You're looking like a lunatic. -ke$ha
 Didepan ngomongnya ini, dibelakang ngomongnya itu dafuq banget lo men udah 2012 nih

Baik. karna gue memang selalu baik hehehe 0:) konotasinya dibedain ya guise 'baik'nya itu bukan baik yang gimana-gimana, hampir sama kayak bisa di'bego'in tapi ini lebih keren. Kemeranaan gue paling sering itu disuruh-suruh karna gue cuman bisa yang 'yah yaudah deh' jadi orang-orang sering menyalahgunakan that gold chance in their life.
'Suruh aja dia ego, diakan baik elah palingan juga mau' whut kalian makhluk terhina sepanjang masa man whoever your fuckin mother father boyf girlf or whoelse :"(


Too much God's ways that i cannot understand, sometimes i cried many times 'cause i do not know what to do with these insecurities and do not know how to win the /God's/ puzzle. But one thing i always know that God always gives us something for a reason, either so that we can learn from it or maybe a warning 'cause we are now too far from His reach. It's sucha mindfuck if we keep talking about this.

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again. - Alex Tan
It's because i'm worrying too much tsk

I'm /notreally/ getting better now, but sometimes it's all too much. I'm afraid of falling back again . It's hard to think about the good things..but i'm getting better.
Therefore, the only thing i can do right now is give thanks to the holy God in heaven. Give thanks 'cause he still let me breathing 'til now, that tons of blesses and yeah...don't be afraid 'cause He's watching me from above in heaven.



ps.sorry for i randomly change my topic so it maybe doesn't look match each one at all

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